busy.

i've been meaning to write back in response to your blog :P but i never got to it but i'll just type a quick little note right now... i've gotta get to studying. lame.

but yes ma'am, next week or so we need to write down our goals and set them in stone. it's pooey how we all have different schedules but it's going to work out no matter what. i believe our love for God is yearning to reach a deeper level. i think the best kind of love is the kind that compels you to act ... then again if it doesn't, then it isn't love at all.

it's a little difficult finding time to go to church wednesday nights and cell group thursday nights... during the week is going to be difficult especially once i start working. i am demanding my sundays completely off! lol. and i'll also have to be volunteering around 8 hours a week. eek. on top of that studying... and learning how to really really really really be responsible and mature about it all at the same time! phew.

but most importantly of all, i always remember God. i remember everything He's done for me. i wake up in the mornings and thank God that i did. i lay my head down on my pillow at night and tell Him good night and "I love you." i'll tell Him everything on my mind or sometimes i'll just lay still in His presence. i don't ever want to get too busy for Him. and the times that i do feel like i have too much to do, i'll remember this poem ...

THE DIFFERENCE

I got up early one morning, and rushed right into the day:

I had so much to accomplish that I didn't have time to pray.

Problems just tumbled about me, and heavier came each task.

Why doesn't God help me?" I wondered.

He answered, "You didn't ask".

I wanted to see joy and beauty, but the day toiled on, gray and bleak:

I wondered why God didn't show me.

He said, But you didnt' seek".

I tried to come into God's presence:

I used all my keys at the lock.

God gently and lovingly chided.

"My child, you didn't knock".

I woke up early this morning, and paused before entering the day:

I had so much to accomplish that I had to take time to pray.

always remember the One who created you and knew you before you were even formed in your mother's womb. it's hard living in today's world with all the other things that can distract us, but remember just because something is difficult doesn't make it impossible. nothing is impossible with my God.

God isn't just a section of my life. He isn't labeled as "Go to once a week." God is my love, Christ my deepest desire - the way, the truth, and the life. Jesus has poured into every single area of my life ... I asked Him to fill this cup, and He gave me the ocean.

- ness.